Saturday, October 20, 2007
Went out with favs tdy. It was nice seeing them after so long. Dinner at Ajisen yet again for me. Full. Satisfying.
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Now I'm back home. Feeling shitty. Very. I'm tired, extremely fatigue. Yknw I really don't know what to think anymore. Nothings straight forward. Everythings misleading. I don't know what to do anymore. My heart's tired, my head's tired. Is it too much I'm asking for? I've been as ignorant as I could ever be. Tell me, what is it that matters anymore. If only you were more human. If only you were more truthful. If only if only if only... If only I didn't fall. I tripped. I fell. Seriously seriously seriously. Human.
So maybe I'm weak. I'll be stronger. I will be. So help me, just disappear, okay? Too much misery for now.
To build me up and tear me downGood at it.Gah, emoey.
♥ 11:15 PM